This was me a few days ago dropping off my son to a new far away adventure. Send love.
Woe is mom
sitting in an uncomfortable airport chair and listening to Let it Be on my AirPods and trying to remember everything about you while i watch a little kid run his mother ragged like the most beautiful annoying child jumping everywhere and now i am thinking about how fun it must be to be a feral little child all wild and i am thinking if i remember the last summer your hair was all bright blonde do i know when you lost all of your teeth do we have the same holiday core memories unlocked what day did i pick you up in my arms for the last time did i tell you the exact amount of truth and lies to get you through life will you tell me most of the things that happen to you or will you be a mystery to me like i was to my parents damn it’s hard to try and hold your tears in like try and look up and ask them to sink back into your skull and people are tired here and i have a wet face and some man is eating fried chicken right beside of me and i just love you to death
-ATS
*I hope to be back to sexiera/less sad content soon. :)
You guys, I have a new pre order zine. I am trying to sell enough to help support my small studio. It really matters that I can inspire you AND help keep the lights on!
I love you and I feel your love too! <3