dragging lumps and logs
it’s really ok like perfectly acceptable to have so many large and looming feelings very heavy ones like you have to drag them around like lumps or logs or something and also two or seven things can be true at the same time like amid all of the dense emotions and freaky fear for the whole damn world there can be beautiful fits of happiness and sexy people and breakfast sandwiches and sunshine but it all lives here now and we can set everything out on the front lawn and say hey look at all of me when they drive by when they honk real loud you know they listen to music they love and sing you know they cry too we all fucking do
-ATS